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Dream dream dream, something, something about you, I'm talking about me, keep looking at the mirror and you'll see. "If I'm me because you are you, and you are you cause I'm me, then you're not you and I'm not me." There is some rainbow inside somewhere, something that is good, do you know what that thing is? It's all a turn, a turnaround, a search, an effort, it's not cool, I don't give a fuck about cool. If I could just meet me halfway I'd be okay. A bit more, If I met me. I'll come out when the time is right, but can't really tell when that will be. Maybe now, I was thinking, maybe now is a good time, like right now. Not in 5 or 6 days but now, I need a large canvas and a brush, and paint. I'm going to paint a house, a world, I'm going to paint a flower, I'm going to paint a horse, can you paint air? I'm going to do it, I will do it without effort, without even being there, I will paint while walking in a street at night, in a different city, I will paint in my head, a blue flower, almost neon, pretty baby blue. I will keep walking, put my head somewhere to rest, I will draw an orange red cloud. I will look at someone, they will have hazel green eyes, I'm not going to paint those, I wil just look, but she has pale pink skin, I'm going to paint that. This way of looking?
Interesting, I don't know where or when I'll meet me.
Interesting, I don't know where or when I'll meet me.